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School went by fast today (that is a wonderful, wonderful thing!)..I came home, cleaned my fishes bowl/tank thing, and he seems real happy swimming around. He is the cutest little fish man. He will swim up when he sees the bottle of food. And sometimes, I leave my finger with the little pebble of food dangling up there, and he will jump up and try to get it. --Yeah, I have a fattie fish. <3 :]
I washed my sheets, because it's starting to get cold, and I wanted to put those fall colors sheets on my bed, but they hadn't been used in so long, so they smelled like closet. Anyway. This post is so useless!!
But I am bored, and I want to post, so yeah...bare with me a few more minutes and or seconds (depending on how fast of a reader you are..) :o)
Liz came over with Kailen and my god! She is so big now! She can almost say a whole sentence! *tear*
This picture is kind of old, but yeah.
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So we went to the park, and I was trying to make Kailen go down the slide, but I think she was scared, because she didn't want to. That was fun, but tiring. I realized today that Liz shouldn't have kids anytime soon. She really shouldn't. Neither should I, but geez. She doesn't take care of her! I bought that adorable brat an ice cream, and chips. And I took my bubble machine for her, so there was pretty soap bubbles flying all over the park. ♥
So after chasing Kailen all over the park to clean her face up from all the sand + ice cream, we came home, and I really think my brother (the one I dislike) did something to my parrot Scratchy. I swear man, the cage door was all messed up, and his cup of water, was on the other side of the cage, there is no way this bird could have picked up the bowl...I could have gone without suspecting my brother, but the door was messed up. And I know my bird screams real loud sometimes, and he gets fucking annoying as hell...all you do is cover him up with a blanket and he will shut up after a few minutes.
But you see, my brother is an asshole. A selfish asshole. My Dad came over yesterday, and he told my Dad that he's starving, and that my Mom never cooks for him. Okay, he wants some royal treatment or something?!! hahaha. He must be out of his fucking mind, or just really stupid!! He doesn'ttt
*Okay, I was interrupted by screaming and slamming doors*
You see what I mean guys?!! Fuck man. I want him out of here! He just got into this big ass fight with my Mom. You see, my Mom, she will talk shit to you, if you don't do anything. She gets on my ass if I don't wash dishes, etc. And she saw that he was just laying down on the couch, and asked if he was sleeping all day, and he fucking lost it. I fucking hate him. Omg.
So yeah, he wants us to be like
Yeah, Bobby, it's alright that you have kids, and you don't do shit! Yeah, it's okay that you do drugs! Yeah, you want more money to piss away?!! Here you go buddy! *smiles* Yeah...you never clean, it's alright. Who doesn't want to live in filth?!! Oh yeah, don't worry about spilling ketchup on the floor...we, your slaves, will do whatever you want...yeah, we don't care that you hang out with gang members...we think it would be so fucking cool if someone came and shot up our house, thinking it's you! Oh my god, yeah! We'd have something to talk about! Yeah, we want to prove to the world that we ARE losers!! Let's become another fucking statistic. Why want to better yourself? We all know that's a lie...let's just keep on getting high and forget about everything. Yeah, your kids had to learn that life isn't fair sometimes at an early, age...but fuck it, it will make them smarter in the end, no?
I wish my Dad weren't such an idiot and open his fucking eyes. We're not the bad guys, here. He's always like they don't want me here...that's so messed up! My own family... Oh boo-hoo. Spare it, asshole. Seriously, I never understood how people could do that to relatives, until I saw Liz's brother, and when mine moved back in. No wonder his girlfriend fucking left him.
I have sand in my shoes.